I apologize for not writing more often lately. Guests arrived on Saturday, I started working in the FundRazr office on Monday, I've had to work on Christmas gifts and cards - not to mention house cleaning etc!
Underneath all of it I have not forgotten what my priorities are.
Help Anaya Save Babies. Love (and spend time with) my family, pay the bills. (In no specific order).
Working with FundRazr is very exciting to me. I get to be creative, share my ideas, use my brain and help people! I hope that soon it will begin to pay off and I will make a decent living. I have faith that this is what I'm meant to do - the money will come. Part of why I find it so exciting is because I will be able to network with a large audience to make newborn screening and Krabbe Leukodystrophy more public.
Today at work I made a tutorial about how to use the FundRazr app. Check it out if you are interested. Feel free to leave feedback. I wish I was a better graphic artist. I think the pictures in the tutorial could have been better.
I miss Anaya all the time. Especially at bed time. I must be the only 30 year old woman I know who sleeps with a stuffy. I also sleep with Anaya's blanket. She is my first thought in the morning, and my last thought in the night. I love her with all my heart.
I don't have much Christmas Spirit this year. I'm doing my best to be festive...but I just don't feel it. In the spirit of Christmas I am going to remember to treat others the way I want to be treated, and be kind and generous.
Love you all,
Camara
You are where your supposed to be
ReplyDeleteLove you, too, Camara!
ReplyDeleteLove you, too, Camara!
ReplyDeleteCamara,
ReplyDeleteI know we all don't know you personally, but we feel like we do. You and Anaya...well your whole family, come across my thoughts at least one time a day. At those moments I wonder what Anaya is doing, how you're feeling, what Solara is up to, etc, and whenever I see a rainbow, I always think of Anaya. We miss her too.
I know its hard to be in the spirit of Christmas when our loved ones are gone. But the truth is that they are there. They aren't there physically, like we want them to be, but they are there. So smile...because even though that must be difficult now, remember what Anaya would want you to do and that she is with you. She always will be.
So in the spirit of Christmas, as a "present" for Anaya (on Christmas day,) maybe you can buy a cheap bag of balloons, blow them up, and write different words or different things you'd like to tell her, and when you're done...let them go. It's relieving in a way (I did it when my mom passed 10 years ago.) MAYBE WE CAN ALL DO IT...SPREAD BEAUTIFUL RAINBOWS ACROSS OUR SKY, AND SHOW ANAYA THAT WE ALL LOVE HER AND MISS HER!
Sleep well Camara,
We are all here for you!
((Hugs)) Diandra S.