Anaya is one year old today. It's overwhelming and awesome. She's doing alright. We are short of fresh breast milk but we are working on finding more donors.
I'm just not up for writing this month. My heart beats in the stillness. My love aches. Little joys come in small moments. I hold space for Anaya's health and keep living.
She still knows me.
Happy Birthday Anaya. Thank you for being my baby, my teacher and my cuddle buddy. Love you forever ;)
I'm very happy to see you realize that these moments of agony and joy should be appreciated in the now. There are a lot of people out there going thru the same thing you are. My son was born similarly and each day of struggle for survival has led to today; still struggling but still living at age twelve. When you connect to others that are going thru the same thing you'll see that it gets a little easier.
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday Anaya. You are loved by many :)
ReplyDeleteHappy birthday to your beautiful baby! I check your blog as often as I can, I hold you both in my heart. Hang in there Camara hold on to whats true and honest. I wish the best for you guys!
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Kali