Friday, April 15, 2011

Rainbow Tree

Sweet Angel,
We are rocking gently back and forth in our chair. I am looking out the window darling, and I can see your Rainbow Tree. The colors dance and spin in the wind for you my love.

Oh my baby, how you would delight in the magic of it. I can imagine your smile. I can almost hear your baby laughter. My mind sees a little girl in pigtails, toddling around the tree. Picking her first flowers, she say's "Flowah, Mama!" She would see the pink pinwheel and I would blow in the pinwheel and show her how it spins. That liitle girl is you love. Oh baby, Anaya, sweetheart, I love you so much. Please stay here with me a while longer. Your daddy and your sister and I love the lessons you teach us each day. My brave girl. I know you work so hard. Sometimes even breathing is hard. I am here darling and I will always help you as best as I can. I love each breath you take. Just to feel your warm little self snuggled against my heart is enough for me. I will always keep you, my little love, close to my heart.

Your sister has arrived. She's got kisses for you! Let's go put your new dragonfly out in the Garden together.


  1. I see your rainbow tree every day on my way past and I smile and say a little prayer for the wonderful little girl with an amazing family. I have a daughter the same age as Anaya and when we pass the tree she always says "Oooh Mama" and points at the tree and spinners. I follow your story and am amazed by your strength Camara. You are an amazing mother.

  2. Anaya... keep being strong!

  3. I read about your family in the Province today.If I only had some breast milk (Im past that stage)but your in my prayers now...every day I'll pray for your sweet Anaya....

  4. Our son has a serious illness too, we don't know how long we will have him with us on this earth but I can emphathize with your heartfelt desire to have your little girl stay with you as long as possible. It seems like every second still is not enough.

  5. As a mother, my heart breaks for you. I pray God is with you every step of this difficult journey. You are so strong! Know that your family and your beautiful Anaya are in my thoughts and prayers today.

  6. One Day Anaya will be able to see all the colours and love in that tree. But Anaya we and not ready for that for a long time ok, So keep fighting little girl. So many people love you and pray for you, more then you will ever know


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