Thursday, April 15, 2010


I have not given up. Sometimes I get saddened and I grieve. It's natural, it is it's own form of healing. I still pray every day and give Anaya all the healing love that I have. I still believe she can heal. Someone said my last entry sounded like I've given up...that is not the case. I just understand that her destiny is her own and her life-time is between her and the great spirit, God - if you wish to name it.


  1. I think that this blog is a wonderful way to vent, celebrate, grieve, process, accept and pour out all that you are going through.

    Thanks for allowing all of us to have such an intimate peek into your experience. It's so humbling and enlightening and uplifting!

  2. Camara: good for you for posting this! You have every right to grieve how you choose. You are a strong and inspiring mother who is human like all of us and will have her good days, along with her bad.
    Hang in there, you're doing great and I know that Anaya is reaping the benefits of your positive energy!

  3. Hello Camara,

    Touching in again...and I was wondering if you would like to have a/some belly dance entertainment for your fundraiser? I am totally interested in contributing and am sure some of my dance sisters would love to also. I know this event has a different twist, but perhaps it could contribute? Lots of love to you guys...want you to know you're being held in mind and heart. <3


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