I have not given up. Sometimes I get saddened and I grieve. It's natural, it is it's own form of healing. I still pray every day and give Anaya all the healing love that I have. I still believe she can heal. Someone said my last entry sounded like I've given up...that is not the case. I just understand that her destiny is her own and her life-time is between her and the great spirit, God - if you wish to name it.